A mix of emotions; I hate waiting, oh the wait. It's killing, it kills. Oh, goodness, it's May ! Can you believe it? where'd february march and april go ? I can' t take this life, it's not for me. Maybe just... not yet. oh well, justin's birthday party was cool! Lotus restaurant at quality hotel, nice one! :D happy 20th! meeting with bfffff yesterday, heehehe. The hospital 's pretty messy today, certain lifts stops at certain levels only, &staircase doors are one-way. queer, thanks to swine flu. I heard level9 has to wear a full suit and they probably would look like astronauts about to leave Earth. Maybe we'll get quarrantined someday, and we won't have to go to work (: ok , that's not a good thing actually- health matters! (: take care, eat well !